Wednesday, August 02, 2006
As a season ends
The season ends. An inevitability of rugby. As I think back over my season and mistakes I have made I become unsure. The last game of the my rugby year occurs today. In under 5 hours I will be handed my jersey from the year (which has always been to big for me) and some part of me will be less involved in rugby. The team will disperse. There will be drinks. I will get drunk. Playing rugby is a huge part of my life. I define myself as a rugby player.
So what happens on Monday? Still unsure of what to do I will awake early with the intention of going to the gym and getting started, but will I do it? Do I want this badly enough? Someone once told doubt is a necessary part of faith. I'm doing this. Just have to keep telling myself that.
So what happens on Monday? Still unsure of what to do I will awake early with the intention of going to the gym and getting started, but will I do it? Do I want this badly enough? Someone once told doubt is a necessary part of faith. I'm doing this. Just have to keep telling myself that.
# posted by aProp @ 11:06 AM 
